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hello monroe

Wed, 13 May 2009 05:20:01 GMT

...
got my monroe pierced.

lovin it.

and lovin life.

<33

wow its been a long time since i wrote in this,,

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 06:22:01 GMT

but hello,

i am back.

my life has drastically changed.

i had weight loss surgery and have lost 85 pounds so far.

i have an amazing boyfriend whom i live with and i am going blonde!

<3

2007

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 13:25:32 GMT

2007 was one of the worst years of my life.

i am so happy to see it come to an end.

i really hope that 2008 is a better year because i cannot do this for another year.

i have been so depressed the whole year round, and nothing good has happened to me.

i have been hurt so many times, and had my heart stepped on over and over..

all i want is to be happy.

and im starting to think that ill never be.

i see my best friend and her boyfriend, they are perfect together. their 5 year anniversary is in 3 months. and that makes me so jealous. shes happy, everyone is happy but me.

i change myself alot, thinking that it will make me happy, but it doesnt.

ill change my style, dye my hair and even cut it really short, which is the latest thing ive done..

i made a mistake about 2 years ago, and i am still dwelling on it. for some reason, i cannot let go. and its killing me inside.

this christmas was shit. my family is great but i hurt my back, and i feel like shit.
i was invited to christmas dinner with this guys family, but he never told me the time or where.. and then he calls me and tells me it was so good and shit. i mean, wtf. did he forget that i was supposed to go? and me being the fucking pussy i am.. i never say anything or do anything to stick up for myself. i allow myself to date these people who treat me badly because i want to be happy but it does nothing but brings me down even more.

i went to bed at 8:30 pm last night cause i was so depressed and hurt..
now im up at 5 am and cannot sleep and still feel like shit.

i wish that i could meet someone, who will treat me good. thats is all i want.
before i would say : oh i want someone good looking and funny and BLAH BLAH but now i dont want anything but a guy who will treat me good. i cannot take being stepped on and used anymore.

i am drained.
im empty.

you have taken it all from me.
and theres nothing left to give.

update..

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 06:19:40 GMT

i think im..

falling in love?

...

i dunno..

+saw festival of lights tonight with my 2 favorite boys. :) <3

+ getting hair cut on thursday.. any ideas?

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 16:24:32 GMT

i think im destined to be alone.

im so sick of meeting all these guys who are so wrong for me.

why is it so hard to find ONE guy who knows how to treat a girl.. jesus.

rain + dodgeball <3

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 02:19:44 GMT

its been raining all day today.
and i cant get enough of it.

i love it!
its been so long.
Vegas doesnt really get rain, as im sure you know.

im freezing..
and looking at david and goliath shit.. its cute.
"shake yo coconuts"
haha im thinking bout buying that lanyard.. dunno yet.

just watched dodgeball for the first time.
<3 it.

hmm..
im probably staying in tonight cause i dont like driving in the rain..
too many accidents and shit.

screw that.

dream

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 22:29:52 GMT

so i slept from 5:30 pm last night to 6:30 this morning....
and during that time,
from what i can remember...

i was back in high school and i got in a fist fight with Jeffree Starr while standing in line for some hawaiian punch... lol and he told everyone that i was gay and everyone believed hm and started hating me.. then i just remember running up a grass hill in high heels..

weird shit...

p.s.. i hope i see my boyfriend tonight.. :)

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 23:13:38 GMT

my bosses dog bit me.

lovely.

work..

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 16:31:10 GMT

at work...

..woke up late, again.. wonderful..
..this bird is driving me crazy..

ehh.
i need a vacation..

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 21:10:50 GMT

wow its been a long ass time since i wrote in this shit,

anyway..

since may.. i have a new job, thank god.

i moved out. woohoo

Still broke.. lol

got my nose pierced..

probably gained some weight..

and best part of everything in my life right now.. is that im seeing someone and hes amazing.
we have been together like.. 2 weeks but so far its been wonderful. he makes me feel so good. its been a long time since ive been happy.

just got back from lunch.
im really full. and sick.

i have an ultrasound on friday morning for my gall bladder. i think they will have to take it out but we will see what the ultrasound says.

anyways, back to work.
ill try and update this more often..

if anyone even reads this haha

<333

Wed, 16 May 2007 00:48:05 GMT

bad day.

dont feel good, again.

job shit not working.

tongue hurts.

bored! aim:fricknchristina

Wed, 09 May 2007 22:06:01 GMT

got a job. finally.

i feel like shit.

im really emotional today...

whatever.

Sat, 05 May 2007 04:08:13 GMT

well, three days ago i got my tongue re-pierced. which was quite painful.. but whatever.

i cleaned my room, finally.

got paid today.. FINALLY! lord. i got overpaid, but im not telling.

mom asked if i was losing weight... that was nice to hear..

kinda de-stressing.. im not freaking out anymore.. i got paid so im calm now. hah.

a little upset about my boy situation..

my nose is running..

went to subway, and when i was walking out.. i overheard a family talking and the dad said " i like that mustang right there.. " which is always nice to hear that people like my stuff.. :)

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 19:11:46 GMT

i found this little cutie in my back yard today....

aint he cute?

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 17:39:59 GMT

push it babyy, OHH push it babyyy.

That damn song is stuck in my head.

saw Vacancy last night.. horrible horrible movie. Im bored and sitting in my dads office.. He took my laptop back last night...

I need $... really bad. Being unemployed is a bunch of bullshit. i hate this.

new picture

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 23:58:27 GMT

this is me... trying to look cute while i scratch my head..

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 19:57:13 GMT

- went to see The Condemned last night.. pretty good.

- slept in until 12:30.. too much, now im stiff.

and

- my whole body is sore from the jet skis yesterday. :( i can barely walk..

- brother leaves today... not happy bout that.

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 04:29:29 GMT

i lost my FUCKING glasses today... at the lake.

They flew off my face while riding my jet ski... stupid me.. whatever.

Now im back to my old glasses.... yuck.

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 23:57:50 GMT

i am annoyed..

+

got nails done today..

+

i want to cs this place

aint i cute?

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 20:34:40 GMT

ugh

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 20:30:45 GMT

its april 7th. why is it hot outside.....

i was just outside for 3 minutes and im already sweating. ew.

i hate the heat. ill take snow over the sun any day.

ehh.

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 19:29:39 GMT

okay, ive already seen 300 but i went and saw it again last night at the Palms IMAX theater.. it wasn't any different to me.. the movie was played in Letterbox so it really wasn't any bigger than a normal screen.. your just sitting closer.. it wasn't 3d either, i wish it was.. lol

whatever

and i actually went to my classes today... first time in a while... BORING, oh my god. I feel like going for a walk today... i never walk my dog so maybe i will.. ugh, and i owe all this money to everyone and their mom. GOD, i never get to keep my money.

and i was informed yesterday that i have to pay $112 to the court and take traffic school BY APRIL 13TH! uhh hello, thats next week! they gave me like.. NO notice.

:(

so thats my day so far..

parkyyy

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 01:15:35 GMT

i went to the park.. by myself. i was bored and took pics ... of my feet... lol and trees of course...

<3<3<3<3

okkkay

Sat, 31 Mar 2007 19:43:16 GMT

okay, i finally am starting to use this shit.. haha i made this like.. 2 years ago! haha oh well. whatever. i didnt want to make a new one.